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The number of vehicles using fuel oil energy is increasing and increasing now. Plane, car, or ship accident often happens. These accidents are often caused by fuel oil problem or aggravated by fuel oil. The damaged machine causes fire splash and then spreads to fuel oil tank, blaaarrr……The fuel oil explosion is happened and it causes more victims.

If the accident happens in the sea, oil from ships will spill in the sea. How many sea creatures die, how wide the water area have been polluted when Deepwater Horizon accident happens in Mexico Gulf?

Besides accident, the increasing number of vehicles using fuel oil energy causes air pollution mainly in urban area. Smoke that is produced make the city is lack of fresh air. Fueled oil vehicle is one of the main causes of global warming.

Will our earth be always like that? Car factory continues to product cars, more and more people have dream to owe luxury car, but….

In the fact, our crude oil isn’t increasing.

Even day by day, oilrigs in the offshore will always decrease the capacity of our crude oil for the sake of people need.

What if our crude oil is exhausted? Let us think about the worst effect that may be happened!

War happens because each country struggles to get the remaining crude oil. Crude oil becomes so scarce and its price is extremely high. There is inflation everywhere. It’s possible that nuclear war will be happened!

Terrible, isn’t it? So, it’s necessary to think alternative energy source for our future!

Every morning when we get up, see outside….our surrounding is lightened by sunlight. When we get out, our body is warmed by sunlight. Sunlight that lightens our world since ancient time is abundant and eternal energy source. It won’t be exhausted, no matter how much we use it.

If sunlight can support live for billions of people in this earth and so that for every creature, of course we also can use this awesome energy source. Yeah, use it becomes energy source for our vehicles!



Do you know Zephyr, plane which energy source comes from solar energy? Zephyr can stay aloft for two weeks, day and night above Arizona, US! In the noon, solar panels in its wing absorb energy from the sun and some of them are stored in lithium-sulphur battery, so the battery gives energy for Zephyr in the night. Believe it or not, in theory Zephyr can stay aloft forever, no need for landing! (http://www.technewsdaily.com/solar-powered-uav-stays-aloft-for-weeks-on-end--0872/)

Let us use our imagination, imagine a city in the future which the energy source of all vehicles comes from solar. Noise from car can be greatly reduced, city air can be still fresh no matter how much car in the road, the number of victims that can be greatly reduced because we don’t need to worry about explosion that comes from fuel oil tank, and people can still have dream to owe a luxury car - with much more futuristic and cool model!



In addition, with technology advancement we can further use solar energy for vertical farming, cooking, water treatment, and enhancing many more cool gadgets using solar energy for their energy source.

Quite prospective, isn’t it?

Finally I am here, in the mid of my study time. Now there are many changes in my campus…some lecturers I know well don’t teach me anymore coz they continue their study abroad, I have some junior friends, my campus has new building with swimming pool, and some subjects I really want to learn are opened. It’s really a new atmosphere!

And I still have two more years here, two years that’s just the beginning in my life. Of course I want to be better than two years before. I remember…I often felt so unsatisfied when my mark didn’t meet my target, I often felt chased by deadline, I was afraid about my future…hmmm…now I want to throw them away. I don’t want to live in fear anymore, I want to be really free to develop my creativity and character in my last two years in my campus.

But it doesn’t mean I let myself down and don’t do anything….no!! I still want to do many things, but I don’t like to say it “target”….I don’t want to burden myself with target! I want to write more, I want to learn Eastern language more, I want to begin learning about smart machine.

And let me remind myself….if all that I do is useless if I enjoy it by myself…so I want to develop myself to make Jesus smile, to make the others happy. I want to give more with all of my talents!

Yeah…I will try my best!

At the moment,
So suffering with my childishness
When I feel so egoist,
Don’t mean to hurt others, but they feel so hurt
By my ego
When I feel so lost,
Don’t know which is right or wrong

Often, I ask God
Change me right now…
I’m so tired with this!

But I realize,
Life isn’t a teleport
I shouldn’t ask God for that
God is very patient waiting for me
Change my weakness,
Throw away my ego
Though it’s such a hard and hurt process

Struggle though it’s so hard,
Keep up hoping though it seems so impossible to hope,
Change my weakness though it hurts me very much,
That’s why I life, that’s why I born

I realize,
God wants me to be strong
He wants to see me can walk
With my own foot, with His guidance
Like a child practice how to walk

If I surrender and just cry
Then I will make Him so sad, right?
Yeah, at the moment
I know I mustn’t surrender
I must believe and hope
I can be more and more mature
I don’t want to make Him sad once more time
I don’t want to be like this along my life

Coz life isn’t a teleport
Deep in my heart, I realize it so much…