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Just remains two days

For this year

And I feel so grateful

To pass day by day

Until You bring me today, Lord

Honestly,

I feel this year isn’t all happy moment

I remember, early moment of this year

I spent it with difficulty, my computer was broken

And I couldn’t do my assignment

But thanks Lord, You gave new computer for me

Also, I often feel not decent to be near to You, Lord

But thanks Lord, You never tired to make me strong

You never stop whispering Your sound

Deep down in my heart,

Even in the darkest moment in my life

And this moment

You still hold my small hand

I also want to say thanks, Lord

For everything that I never thought before

You give for me this year

For everyone that help me

To keep me on the right track

In the destiny, in the plan that You set for me

Thank you Lord

I know I am weak

But Your love is strong enough

To hold me by Your side forever

Thank you Lord

My deepest hope

To be near to You till my last breath

This video was played when I had Chinese lesson. After I saw the video, my teacher explained the meaning of the video. Our father and mother are like the lighthouse to guide our life. The boat that little by little becomes bigger until become a gigantic ship is like our life. When we entered kindergarten, we just had small boat that can’t go any further because we were heavily depend on our parent. Then we entered elementary school, we had much more in our life: we learn about friendship, science and social lesson, etc…our boat changes into a motor boat. We can go much further than our kindergarten time, but there’s always a lighthouse guide us back. 

Then we have a bigger ship in our high school: we begin to look for girlfriend/boyfriend, we learn much more about friendship, we have much more knowledge, we begin to be active in school organization…and there’s always a lighthouse guide our way. Our parent tells us how to avoid bad things such as drugs, how to study well. Afterward, we have a bigger ship when we enter university: we begin to study in another city. We begin to be more mature, we begin to think about job, we begin to be active in society…and there’s always a lighthouse guide our way. Our parent teaches us how to be independent, our parent suggests us when we feel confused for finding a decent job for us. 

After we graduate from university, we’ll have a gigantic ship. We have our own life and not depend on our parent anymore…we become financially independent. We have our successful business, we begin to go to abroad, we have our own marriage, and we live separately from our parent. But the lighthouse still stands for us to come back…remember when we have our successful life, don’t forget our parent coz they made our direction right. Remember when we have our successful life, don’t forget our parent…they have such pure heart to make us a better person. Remember when we have our successful life, don’t forget our parent…we are nothing without them.

And if at the moment we’re still in high school or university...do the best for our study, our relationship, don’t destroy our life with bad things! That’s our parent will to make us better and better person.

Thanks for my teacher for giving me this precious lesson...