sikilmahfud

Not a long time ago, in the beginning I studied in my campus I ever felt so empty. I was so enthusiastic to learn new things. I thought if I get more and more knowledge I will become great person. I didn’t need to give to others because it will waste my time. Yeah, at the time I was so arrogant.

But do you know, I still felt my life isn’t better. I still felt so empty, sometimes I thought: what’s the difference between me and knowledge repository machine? I still felt the others have happier life than me because they consider their life so simple; don’t need to know everything to be a happy person.

And now I realize: knowledge never satisfies me. Even more than that, I realize that just think for my own happiness also doesn’t satisfy me. What is my life for? Get so much knowledge as I can, then die without brings anything of them?? Just think for my own happiness and then later in my life I realize I waste my life, doesn’t do anything??

God gives me; God gives us knowledge, talent, money, time, health, and spirit to give meaning for people around us. To give something for others who need: they who never feel happiness in their life, they who live in poverty and war, they who feel empty life, and they who hurt. To give meaning for the world. To make the world smile. That’s why we life. That’s why we are created.

At the moment, I still have two more years study here in my campus. I want to give more with all that I have; I will learn how to give more with heart. I believe after I graduate, God has another special plan for me. Jesus, please use my life as You planned! I want to give all my life for You!