sikilmahfud

Lord, thanks for all that You give in my life
Thanks because You lifted me from my dark past, from all of my sins
Now, really…
I feel so close with Your love, Jesus

But, I’m afraid if someday, I can’t feel Your love anymore like this moment
I’m afraid if I become cold-heartened

I’m afraid, if someday I become rich
I become greedy, and forget Your love…
If it happens, I’ll lose true happiness that You give for sure!

I’m afraid, if someday I’ve already done many things
I don’t have pure heart anymore
I become arrogant, and just look for the others’ appreciation
Then I forget my life purpose, just serve You!

Jesus, at the moment I beg You
If my motivation become wrong
If I start to keep away from Your way and Your love
Hold my hand and pull me, so I can be closer again in Your side!
Told me if I’m wrong!
Coz I can’t live without Your love

Jesus, I write this note
January 26, 2010
If I get award, new job, new home, or if my dream become reality
Let me open this note!
To realize that my life is just for You
Everything that I have in my life
They’re solely Your amazing grace!
Because You really love me, whatever I am
Thank you Jesus…