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Wow, time is so fast...now I'm already in the end of 2009. This year is really different than before. One word for 2009: colourful! Yay, there are many friends that I met and many activities that I do. Really spiritful and colourful!

I also learn so many about character. How to dream more and try to realize my dreams. How to walk on this life with optimistic. How to change my bad characters. How to depend my whole life on Jesus.

Thx for Jesus, my family, and my friends that colorize my 2009! I will learn more and more in 2010! I have a dream: study in Japan! Hope I can be closer with my dream in 2010!

- Every morning after you wake up, breakfast is ready above your dining table to give you energy.

- When you are going to work or school, the first that you meet will greet you friendly.

- When you have a difficult mathematic problem in the school, your friends will help you.

- When you are sad, your friends will ask you “what’s your problem?” and then try to cheer you.

- When you go back to home, delicious meal is ready waiting for you without you need to cook it.

- When you open your facebook, many notifications appear. Maybe they are just simple jokes or simple daily conversations but they can make you smile.

- When accident comes to you in the street, people around you will help you without asking.

There are so many simple things that we don’t realize but actually they bless our day very much. They’re proved that God loves us very much. He never leaves us alone.

So walk on your days with spirit and optimistic. After wake up, don’t forget to say thanks to God because you’re still accompanied till today. And also don’t forget to help the others, because God can make everybody become angel for the others including you.

~~Find the true happiness for your better life~~

Learning software is one of IT students’ daily activities. One of them is Photoshop, software that’s specialized to edit and manipulate picture. Learning Photoshop is very unique. It’s quite difficult for beginner because there are so many tools. But with just making some projects like create poster, beginner surely can memorize tools that are often used.

Then, can we be considered as “Photoshop expert” with just knowing tools that are often used? Of course not, uh? There are still many masterpieces that are much better rather than us, that just make some projects, though maybe we and the others know the same Photoshop tools.

Not just Photoshop, the other softwares are same too, for example Flash, Movie Maker, and so on. Language programming is also same. We can memorize syntaxes within just several days, but just knowing syntaxes can’t assure that we can make antivirus or games.

The other fields are same too. More things that we learn make us realize that there are still many things that we don’t know. For example, learning languages. Maybe we know well about grammar, but when we speak with natives, we don’t know, what the hell the native speak? Does the native speak about slang languages, or words that we still don’t know? And so do about learning music, sports and the other fields and talents.

Learners often feel satisfied too early. With just knowing some Photoshop tools, we consider that we don’t necessary anymore to continue learning. Then our learning process is stopped. With the mindset like that, we will never go to the next level.

Photoshop tools, language programming syntaxes, basketball basic training, and singing basic technique actually just need about 5% of our learning process. The rest is about our creativity, effort, and brain.

So, the key is well decision about talent or field that we will learn as our specialty. Then do our best about our choice. Never stop learning.


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Sunday, 27 December 2009..

This is the first time I don't go to church after I commit to be faithful for Jesus since July 2009, and this Sunday actually there is no activity that can prevent me to go church.

But I don't go.

No, not because I'm lazy. Not because I feel angry with Him. I won't be angry with Jesus, because He's the best for me.

I just feel doubt. Doubt with my decision to go to church. In the church I often feel uncomfortable. There are many reasons for example feel alone, my mom doesn't agree with me and so many that I can't mention here. In the past I hoped I can find true happiness with coming to church. But why today I don't feel so? Even in Christmas Day, December 25 2009 I felt uncomfortable. Isn't it funny?? Coz this year is my first time to celebrate Christmas for myself!

I ask God, if a person that's not always go to church every Sunday, Christmas or Easter, does it mean unfaithful?? If a person that's always go to church, does it mean faithful?? Or he/she just cover himself/herself with fake religion??

Now I feel doubt. I just pray, hope I can find a place that I can communicate with Him comfortably. I also pray so I can have deep desire to come for Him. If I go to church without deep desire to worship Him, but just Sunday's daily activity, isn't it fake??? I want to be faithful, love Him more and more, but I just don't know how to do. I don't know what He wants from me.

Please Jesus, I feel doubt with my decision. I just want to feel true happiness when I pray and sing for You...