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When I remembered my not-too-long past
When I feel so hopeful
When I write about future that I never know
When I walk lonely in the street,
From my campus to my home
When I see the bright noon scenery
When I see the night sky, full of stars
When I feel the cool wind breezes

I remember the moments
When I walk to the church
My hearts pray,
"God, please hold my dreams!"
"God, how long I must wait?"
"God, please use me as Your light, to give smile for the world!"

I remember the moments
When imaginations were sketched strongly inside my head
About science fiction, about future technology
If I can realize just one of them!
That was I thought

When I see picture of big cities of the world
Tokyo, Beijing, Shanghai, Seoul
They really made my heart runs!

At the moment, I should remember all
I must keep them alive!
I know, conditions change much right now
I realize the complexity of life, more than before

Now, really
I won't let my dreams disappear
Just because I see my surrounding
I want to keep my dreams alive
See them grow, through the noon and through the night!
I just want to look up
I need stronger heart, stronger commitment!

When I feel
Like giving up
When I feel
Just fall down and fall down again
When I feel
There is no star anymore
Just the night sky that becomes darker and darker
I’m afraid, I’ll lose the way

When I feel so
Please Lord, make me realize
You still hold my hand
Please make me realize
I still have dream and hope
Please make me sure
That I still walk on Your way

At this moment, at this time
When the night becomes darker and darker
All I need is Your presence upon me
Please, make me sure
You are still with me, hold my small hand
I need You so much Lord!