Wow, time goes so fast like flashlight, now I’m already in semester 3. Like semester 2, I have several targets, for example achieving maximum GPA point. Then for my character, I wanna be humble, strong, organized, and faithful for my Jesus.
Nah, I feel that in semester 2, I try to work hard but eventually less result. Why? Am I still less effort? No! When I flashback, I think that in semester 2 I have too many anxieties. Due to worrying about my future, so I feel that the other people just bother my goals. Oh…how childish! Even I think that semester 1 is much better than semester 2!
Why, why? Yeah, the reason is LACK OF HAPPINESS. If I have no difference between my JHS’ time and campus’ time, it means that I also have no change. It’s absolutely right that there’s an utterance that said “The past is history, tomorrow is mystery, but today is PRESENT.” God gives me today so I can enjoy it and do my best.
Now, I am trying to do my best for today, not for tomorrow because tomorrow is built by today right? The house is built from the foundation not from the top. At the moment I am trying to make better friendship (friend is the most precious Jesus’ gift, right?), to not force my idea to the others, to be more tolerate, to find my self talent, to find true happiness, and to do the best every business that must I do for today. Though sometimes I fail and fail…
About my future, can I change my future myself? Who am I? It’s the foolish thing that I think. But now I put my dreams (travelling, study abroad etc) into Jesus’ hand, coz only Jesus that know my future.
Just do the best today for tomorrow, not tomorrow for today…
Chinese adverb 一直 (yīzhí)
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